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ONE EYED MOM
Friday, 21 August 2009
ONE EYED MOM My mom only had one eye. I hated her, she was such an embarrassment. My mom ran a small shop at a flea market.She collected little weeds and such to sell, anything for the money we needed she was such an embarrassment.There was this one day during elementary school. I remember that it was field day, and my mom came. I was so embarrassed. How could she do this to me? I threw her a hateful look and ran out. The next day at school..."Your mom only has one eye?!" and they taunted me. I wished that my mom would just disappear from this world so I said to my mom, "Mom, why don't you have the other eye?! You're only going to make me a laughingstock. Why don't you just die?" My mom did not respond. I guess I felt a little bad, but at the same time, it felt good to think that I had said what I'd wanted to say all this time. Maybe it was because my mom hadn't punished me, but I didn't think that I had hurt her feelings very badly. That night...I woke up, and went to the kitchen to get a glass of water. My mom was crying there, so quietly, as if she was afraid that she might wake me. I took a look at her, and then turned away. Because of the thing I had said to her earlier, there was something pinching at me in the corner of my heart. Even so, I hated my mother who was crying out of her one eye. So I told myself that I would grow up and become successful, because I hated my one-eyed mom and our desperate poverty. Then I studied really hard. I left my mother and came to Seoul and studied, and got accepted in the Seoul University with all the confidence I had. Then, I got married. I bought a house of my own. Then I had kids, too. Now I'm living happily as a successful man. I like it here because it's a place that doesn't remind me of my mom. This happiness was getting bigger and bigger, when someone unexpected came to see me "What?! Who's this?!"... It was my mother...Still with her one eye. It felt as if the whole sky was falling apart on me. My little girl ran away, scared of my mom's eye. And I asked her, "Who are you? I don't know you!!!" as if I tried to make that real. I screamed at her "How dare you come to my house and scare my daughter! Get out here now!" And to this, my mother quietly answered, "oh, I'm so sorry. I may have gotten the wrong address," and she disappeared. Thank good ness... she doesn't recognize me. I was quite relieved. I told myself that I wasn't going to care, or think about this for the rest of my life. Then a wave of relief came upon me... one day, a letter regarding a school reunion came to my house. I lied to my wife saying that I was going on a business trip. After the reunion, I went down to the old shack, that I used to call a house...just out of curiosity there, I found my mother fallen on the cold ground. But I did not shed a single tear. She had a piece of paper in her hand.... it was a letter to me. She wrote... My Son,I think my life has been long enough now. And... I won't visit Seoul anymore... but would it be too much to ask if I wanted you to come visit me once in a while? I miss you so much. And I was so glad when I heard you were coming for the reunion. But I decided not to go to the school.... For you... I'm sorry that I only have one eye, and I was an embarrassment for you. You see, when you were very little, you got into an accident, and lost your eye. As a mother, I couldn't stand watching you having to grow up with only one eye... so I gave you mine... I was so proud of my son that was seeing a whole new world for me, in my place, with that eye. I was never upset at you for anything you did. The couple times that you were angry with me. I thought to myself, 'it's because he loves me.' I miss the times when you were still young around me. I miss you so much. I love you. You mean the world to me. My world shattered! Then I cried for the person who lived for me. My Mother. I saw this from another persons blog but i knew this story long time ago back when i was still in high school/ when i was still 14 yrs old this story was popular in my school. Im not a big fan of reading stories but all i can is that this a one hell of a good story Barrio Fiesta and more
Sunday, 9 August 2009
Barrio Fiesta, Beach, Jo's Bday, Tickets ME, EJ, Bday Celebrant, and Cay + the camerawoman(Gill) Some bunch of monkeys , This was taken last July 11 somewhere in a forest. Well its not a actually a forest more like a park+ mountain bahh i dont really care what you guys call a place like that but all i know is its full of trees, benches, tables, tobogan place, ski-ing place. Oh before the forest adventure we went to the seaside it was full of.......Old people no offence but it was seriously full of Veterans LOL. Before the seaside adventure we had our breakfast at a place called Wetherspoon pub /resto . Hahahahaha After we had breakfast me and my friend Ej went to the toilet for some laughtrip and we did have there was this vending machine that sells mints+ condoms . WEll i didnt know that it was also sellin condoms so yah i was tryin to buy mint so I borrowed money from EJ then I chose the strawberry flavor I was wondering why it was takin long for the machine to release the stuff.   Barrio Fiesta 09- One word "EPIC" It was supposed to be 3 days stay but I had to work Saturday so I was forced to go to London on my own. The ticket was ripoff 70 GBP srsly the F!! but I cant miss the event plus it was worth it, met some of my friends that I met online, stayed at a NO star hotel . Barrio fiesta was epic speaking of the word "epic" , lets say something epic really happened an epic disaster. Ok here we go, At the end of Barrio fiesta me,Ken,Jo, and Ej went for a laugh trip by helping leaflet and newspaper givers. We were like bunch of Rtard people but who cares atleast we helped but then out of nowhere disaster strikes and that disaster was me. As we were helpin the them Ken told us that the first one to finish givin away newspapers is "Pogi" (it matters to us lol) so yah , ej finished his 1st folowed by Krazy Ken then i was stuck with 1 newspaper left. They told me to go up north coz theres a lot of people over there . So as i went there and tryin to convince people to get my 1 last newspaper the pricks tried to ditch me and as I saw them I chased tem like a crazy mofo with a newspaper on my hand. As i was chasin them I decided to pay Ken back with my last newspaper , I was gonna Hoeadshot him with it but suddenly he saw me running like a crazy mofo so he ducked and evaded but that wasnt the last of it. There was a guy in front of him with a baby together with his family and guess what ..........He got boom headshot from behind for some it was hilarious but when we saw his face he sure wasnt happy about it. Ken was like pointing at me like "sir he did it.." "oh kevin your such an Rtard" .Well I said sorry to the poor guy but I guess he didnt hear it. But the truth is we were actually laughin our heads off behind our backs we just cant show it lol. So after that epic disaster we met with the rest of the PSP crew and went back to Shalimar Hotel (what a nice name, we got a video of us in the room doin "Cribs tour") there we spent the whole night playing pass the message and truth or dare LOL. We went to bed like 3 am coz Ken was being gay kept givin us beer. In the morning we had a nice breakfast (the cook was pissed off coz she wants to go home) after that we went to the town center to buy some stuff we only had 2 hours left coz the Minibus was gonna pick em up at 12 except for me............................After 2 hours..................So yah we went back to the hotel to get our stuffs ready......another 30 mins for the bus to come....then the bus arrived , I was going to ride with them but theres just no space left and it would be a waste for my train ticket . So I said my goodbyes to my friends(*What a catch ,Donnie playin in the background*) and then left for the tube station to Euston Central(main train station) it was a long pain in the ass trip and that was just part 1 , trust me Londons tube system was bullcrap, its crowded , hot , and unmaintained. And not only that my stomach was aching like hell . Good thing though as sonn as I arrived at Euston Central , my train was already there so i didnt have to wait. Another long ass train ride again but atleast it wasnt a pain. I changed trains for like 4 times after 2:30 hours I was back in Sunny Rhyl and told myself that was good coz atleast I can go back to london by myself specially Im going back there in October for a 2 day convention(MCM) . So that was my Barrio Fiesta thing done  Epic-ness in the making homie  King Kong in the house
This was 2 weeks ago after the basketball practice we decied to spent our time camwhoring in the beach doing retarded things but before that we went to mcdo for some food and then we went to the beach ate there then we suddenly thought of making sand sand drawings then the camwhoring started. The camwhoring lasted for 2 hours I never knew camwhoring was gonna be this hard LOL . Well Anyways thats all folks( I know its not that long and interesting atleast I updated my blog LOL). Promise next time Ill be updating my blog more often its just that Im more busy with other stuffs. Goodbye and Thank you World oh wait before I end this post. Its FOB TIME!!! Enjoy!! -KEV1N5ANITY The Return of the "Comeback"
Thursday, 6 August 2009
THE RETURN of THE "COMEBACK"I CBA right now but sooner or later this week I'll update my blog. A major comeback blog swear that to you. Ill be hustlin 6 days a week for 5 weeks so I really got no time but like I said Ima put up a major comeback blog thats for sure. Kevzter is out, thats right am out |
(C)LING-CHAN!
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